Nothing compared to you.

My torn and draped clothing, That clings to me effortlessly and hides the bruises lurking beneath because of the fear of being seen, Is nothing compared to the disguise that I've been forcing My mendacious smile That's affixed itself to my face and flashes at everything to cover up the truth, because I can't manage a real smile, Is nothing compared to the happiness that I've been faking. My absence from normality That's increasing dramatically and causing obtrusive awareness and concern, Is nothing compared to the absence in my heart That's gaping widely from the shattered pieces that have gone astray. My choking eyes that are wallowing in the puddles of my wretched heartache are nothing compared to the times that they've drowned in the rivers of life's inflicted storm. So stop putting on that constant act of concern, because behind that mask that you are hiding behind, I can see that you honestly don't care for me at all. And no act of your false salvation, is ever going to save me from your pain.

Written by inky babyx (riyah_darling)

Strange Conformity

Observe the streets with a scarce amount of effort, then summarize in your mind what you see. That kid all alone,dressed in black on the corner Is an Emo 100 % guaranteed.   Observe the darkened path with your weary eyes, and frown at that girl ,ever so skinny and frail. Then quickly make a choice out of anorexic or bulimic, assume quickly only with with little detail.   Question those pretty girls smiling politely, smile back, but be careful not to adore. Because after all, it is classed as a sin, to be playing cat and mouse with a whore.   Look down on that boy with his journal, be sure to judge him without any delay. Just look at his glasses and his shimmering smile, its by far obvious, that he is gay.   So abuse and criticize our small society because you know it's not acceptable to be defined. Just tear apart our feelings, and inflict your dreaded words because it won't be long till we all commit suicide

Written by inky babyx (riyah_darling)